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Name: Doris
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 10/24/1985
Gender: Female


Expertise: Being an optimist and singing off key. Well not to brag or anything but I can make one heck of an omlett!
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Saturday, October 28, 2006

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The Vision And The Vow: Re-Discovering Life and Grace
By Pete Greig
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THE VISION

So this guy comes up to me and says "what's the vision? What's the big idea?" I open my mouth and words come out like this…
The vision?

The vision is JESUS – obsessively, dangerously, undeniably Jesus.

The vision is an army of young people.

You see bones? I see an army. And they are FREE from materialism.

They laugh at 9-5 little prisons.
They could eat caviar on Monday and crusts on Tuesday.
They wouldn't even notice.
They know the meaning of the Matrix, the way the west was won.
They are mobile like the wind, they belong to the nations. They need no passport.. People write their addresses in pencil and wonder at their strange existence.
They are free yet they are slaves of the hurting and dirty and dying.
What is the vision ?
The vision is holiness that hurts the eyes. It makes children laugh and adults angry. It gave up the game of minimum integrity long ago to reach for the stars. It scorns the good and strains for the best. It is dangerously pure.

Light flickers from every secret motive, every private conversation.
It loves people away from their suicide leaps, their Satan games.
This is an army that will lay down its life for the cause.
A million times a day its soldiers

choose to loose
that they might one day win
the great 'Well done' of faithful sons and daughters.

Such heroes are as radical on Monday morning as Sunday night. They don't need fame from names. Instead they grin quietly upwards and hear the crowds chanting again and again: "COME ON!"

And this is the sound of the underground
The whisper of history in the making
Foundations shaking
Revolutionaries dreaming once again
Mystery is scheming in whispers
Conspiracy is breathing…
This is the sound of the underground

And the army is discipl(in)ed.

Young people who beat their bodies into submission.

Every soldier would take a bullet for his comrade at arms.
The tattoo on their back boasts "for me to live is Christ and to die is gain".

Sacrifice fuels the fire of victory in their upward eyes. Winners. Martyrs. Who can stop them ?
Can hormones hold them back?
Can failure succeed? Can fear scare them or death kill them ?

And the generation prays

like a dying man
with groans beyond talking,
with warrior cries, sulphuric tears and
with great barrow loads of laughter!
Waiting. Watching: 24 – 7 – 365.

Whatever it takes they will give: Breaking the rules. Shaking mediocrity from its cosy little hide. Laying down their rights and their precious little wrongs, laughing at labels, fasting essentials. The advertisers cannot mould them. Hollywood cannot hold them. Peer-pressure is powerless to shake their resolve at late night parties before the cockerel cries.

They are incredibly cool, dangerously attractive 

inside.

On the outside? They hardly care. They wear clothes like costumes to communicate and celebrate but never to hide.
Would they surrender their image or their popularity?
They would lay down their very lives - swap seats with the man on death row - guilty as hell. A throne for an electric chair.

With blood and sweat and many tears, with sleepless nights and fruitless days,

they pray as if it all depends on God and live as if it all depends on them.

Their DNA chooses JESUS. (He breathes out, they breathe in.)
Their subconscious sings. They had a blood transfusion with Jesus.
Their words make demons scream in shopping centres.
Don't you hear them coming?
Herald the weirdo's! Summon the losers and the freaks. Here come the frightened and forgotten with fire in their eyes. They walk tall and trees applaud, skyscrapers bow, mountains are dwarfed by these children of another dimension. Their prayers summon the hounds of heaven and invoke the ancient dream of Eden.

And this vision will be. It will come to pass; it will come easily; it will come soon.
How do I know? Because this is the longing of creation itself, the groaning of the Spirit, the very dream of God. My tomorrow is his today. My distant hope is his 3D. And my feeble, whispered, faithless prayer invokes a thunderous, resounding, bone-shaking great 'Amen!' from countless angels, from hero's of the faith, from Christ himself. And he is the original dreamer, the ultimate winner.

Guaranteed.


Saturday, October 21, 2006

Currently Listening
Mighty to Save
By Hillsong
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A thousand times I’ve failed
Still your mercy remains
Should I stumble again
Still I’m caught in your grace

Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

Your will above all else
My purpose remains
The art of losing myself
In bringing you praise

In my heart, in my soul
I give you control
Consume me from the inside out
Let justice and praise
Become my embrace
To love you from the inside out

Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart
Is to bring you praise
From the inside out of my soul
Lord my soul cries out


Sunday, September 17, 2006

Currently Listening
Lifehouse
By Lifehouse
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I can't believe i'm sitting in a Hedrick lounge right now. I'm temporarily moved in for now. It has already begun. I'll soon be acquainted with old friends as well as new floormates. I have a busy week ahead of me. I'll be at a skid row mission's trip for three days and then at Passion visioning retreat for another two. Then i'll be meeting a whole group of new freshman and helping them move in. Transitions are tough, i don't feel ready and right now. In fact i feel pretty scared...


Wednesday, August 16, 2006

I have exactly one month before i move into my new room in Hedrick, crraazzyy. Here's what i'm gonna do with the rest of my summer:

-pray, pray, pray for anything and everything

-hang out with friends

-crack an LSAT book

-go to coffee shops and cafes to read as many books as i can and use their free wireless

-make a DC scrapbook when this is all over

-run and work out more

-buy rollerblades and go nuts, why walk when you can glide? =)

I can't believe in a year, i'll be graduated and have to get a real job *sigh*  


Thursday, August 03, 2006

More updates from DC....

I hope this summer goes by slower cuz i'm not ready to be a senior yet and watch UCLA fly by me. I miss people though, i'm excited about the fall. I like DC too, it's just different. I've gotten to see and do lots of cool stuff. I went to this tennis tournament this week and got to see Andre Agassi and James Blake play from the 5th row. It was awesome. After playing a sport for awhile, you can appreciate skill and technique exhibted on the court. If i was high tech enough to post pics on xanga, i would totally do that, but you'll just have to trust me that it was amazing.

I went to Virignia last weekend to see my friend at UVA and hopefully in a couple weeks i'll be going to NY with my roommates. My internship's going well, i just finished a project on immigrant children's rights and now i'm working on a project concerning domestic violence and it's impact on teens. What's also been a blessing is volunteering with International Justice Mission on fridays. IJM is a christian organization that is headquartered in DC but works overseas by using attorneys and the local police to combat sex trafficking and child labor. It is an awesome organization and i just love being part of their cause. They have prayer meetings every morning in the office at 11am. It's crazy seeing well accomplished men and women in suits humble themselves before God. This summer has been great, i've been so blessed to have this opportunity and i think God's opened my eyes up to a lot and i feel like i've grown up in a lot of ways. Still more to come...



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